blessed

hello there ! how are you bloggy ? as for me, I've been fine.ahm no, I've been really good. XD
so sorry i wasn't able to catch up with you for some time now. I've been busy and well, paranoid again. :((
anyway, i"m here now. no need to worry about me. :))

i'm pretty well blessed for the past days. i have attended SUMMER YOUTH CAMP and it's excellent. two thumbs up for that.

is an act of judging hastily. :[

good afternoon dear bloggy ! XD. how are you ? as for me, i'm not fine. really. im not just being emotional here. it's true, please be considerate on me. for now. :))

last night, or rather, last day my mood, was, okay. i mean, i feel elated by sudden feeling. and then, in just a blink of an eye, it lasted. :(( it was because of this bastard !

[ gonna back soon ! ]

better off as FRIENDS

 

as you can see..FRIENDSHIP yan. they seem so happy. * o kaya, sa picture lang yan* whatever it is, i envy them. hays ! buti pa cla, no hassle. epic friendship ever !

ee ? panu nman ako ? tsk. 

i just tried being a good friend, rather, a sister. but, what-to-do? instead of giving me some credits, nagalit pa siya. is it wrong to give some comments where in fact, puro katotohanan nman yun. i wont give a damn to them if i havent seen something. i don't like the way i was being treated. i dont like someone who'll cry in front of me because i said something peculiar. duh ! i'm just being concerned. 

and, there's this guy who just can't stop pestering me ! over and over again. i cant understand him, really. is it right to tell someone to give him a chance to show his feelings for over a month? hello ?! may girlfriend na kaya siya ! ano ako ? bale? grrrr. pathetic loser !

another one, i told him i dont like the girl he's been courting with because of the  freaky attitude. *taasan ba nman ako ng kilay?* ano napala 'ko dun? iyak.iyak.iyak.iyak. idamay pa ba ang event na pupuntahan namin? nemen ! how i wished i could strangle their neck !

at at at, isa pa 'to ! bakit ngk.girl friend ka ?! i thought you'll be waiting for me ? ano yun ? wala lang? a promise is a promise. but i guess, it's true that promises are meant to be broken. T____T

when i found you, :))

actually, wala nman talaga sa plano ko na i.kwento eto, kasi, for me, he's already a close book. but, someone says, if you have already moved on, masasabi mo xa sa iba ng walang pg.aalinlangan. XD so here it is.

PART I.

i was 15 and him, 18. I dont really know at first what did i really saw in him that made my heart beats fast. He's what you call bad-boy, rugged looking but oozing with sex appeal, that i tell you. He's also one of those guys who loves to TAMBAY somewhere wherein they feel that they'd belonged.

We first met at the party of one of my cousin's friends. Actually, d nman ako dpat kasama dun, kasi nga d ko naman kilala yung mg.bibirthday. pero, yung kuya ko kasi, eee medjo playboy. kaya ayaw cya payagan ni tita na umalis ng di ako kasama. kaya, ayun, sabit ako.

tinatamad na ako. Haha :)) bukas na ang iba. XD