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oh well, it's not something that can be shocked of, but then, there are things that meant not to happen. and, while you're looking at it, you'll catch the term 'starstruck' when it hit you.
it's kinda freaky knowing your "kuya" will like you. not as a little kid but a woman and has been liking you ages ago. but what most shocking is the fact that, once in his life he really like you- come hell and high water.
there are too many explanations why it did happen, but there would be no sufficient answer when you ask him 'why'. and that is the sole reason why there would be a positive feelings towards another person but you ought to hold it to yourself because of the NO-NO's.
when i really first heard about it, i laughed due to it's 'exaggeration' feeling that has thrown over me. but when i heard him saying about what he really feels toward about it, man! i was left without words but to smile and act like it's okay. i guess, it was never easy to tell someone how deep your feelings it. as the way he quoted it from his text "action speaks louder than words" and he prefers it to be that way. somehow, it makes me feel nervous at the same time feel thrilled and honored. it's not everyday that someone will confess his feelings for you and how strong it has become.
Though i know what are his capabilities in life, still i know it's wrong when i let my feelings turn over me. i guess, that would be okay as for now. let God do his own magic within the pressures of our life. :))
but then again, if given the chance, i will not let it happen. it's better to stay this way. :))
