Cold evening to you out there! how are you? i'm sorry for neglecting you this past few weeks or months? :)) anyhow, can i still post here you-know- chuva ekxlabur? haha!

last week or rather last Saturday evening, as one of the officers in the said youth group called Aftershocks, i was called because we had to sing a song for a presentation for Sunday morning. as we praticed our lines, it was quite eerie and smooth? and, i have one colleagues that really likes to pissed mo off. though not in a bad mood way, but in a good way. we laugh. we teased each other. ad then, in a snap of a finger, everything went cold. you know why? because someone stole the limelight. she freaked out over a small matter of thing. what the heck! it's good that she cares, for being a President, she's  doing her job to look over for her sheeps. but, ain't she overreacting? duh! and she literally preached us! my gaaaad! i felt splitting but i couldnt even lift my lips to say a word. not because i'm afraid of her but because i'm afraid of things that will gonna blurt out right into my mouth! im not condemning her for what she did, it's just that, why fuss over a nonsense fight which in fact wasn't a fight at all? and then, words are like-deserting me for the first time yet ideas and things i wanna said are popping out? instead of talking, i put all my efforts and strength not to speak out. i just nod my head like-yeah. i write and draw so that my attention can draw back. she recalls all those time that "we" pissess her off. and then, in my mind i said " hey! were not like you, you know? we tend to do our work seriously yet we also had to find some time to laugh over a crazy joke."